I do not have a beau, a boyfriend, a boo, a sweetie pie, a sugar daddy or a booty call. I have been in an extended season of singleness and I am tired of watching couples walk hand in hand along the boardwalk. Not a complaint, just an observation...
Yes, this has been one AMAZING summer; moving to the beach, unpacking and decorating and even meeting new friends (no one tall, dark and handsome...yet) but I have met some nice people. I have used up a lot of leave at work getting to know my neighbors and seeing what my new Town has to offer and I've even had a lot of epiphany moments along with (3) rainbows and countless butterfly sightings - not to mention the brownies, funnel cake and cheesecake. All the things I love. And truth be told, I would be content staying in this sacred space until my time is up. But you and I know that I ain't got nothing to do with that. HE calls the shots!
But now that the beach has closed for the summer, it's got me feeling a little blue. Autumn begins tomorrow and it will soon be Winter. Don't get me wrong, I am so looking forward to the first snow fall across the Chesapeake Bay, but it would sure look good in my journal if I could write how I shared it with someone special.
Like I said, truthfully speaking; I don't like it. However, I LOVE the intimate moments that I've been spending with God. He is after all, my first love. And if anyone knows what's best for me, He certainly does. There is a reason that my Prince is on hold. Reasons my King has yet to reveal. He knows my heart's desire and has heard my plea, so I will continue on this path of aloneness (not loneliness) and wait on His will. I don't have to like it, but I'll do it.
Isn't that just like a child when his/her parent tells them to do something, knowing it's for their own good? They don't like it, but they do it anyway. Because in the end, who holds the authority? -:)