Am I the only one?

I keep having this recurring dream that I'm hosting a blog-family cook-out; my baked beans are a hit and everybody wants my recipe. We're all laughing, exchanging stories, sharing family photos and having a blast. Everyone is smiling and wearing a name tag with their blog titles on them and the whether is perfect. It's as if we're having our annual picnic and each year it gets bigger and bigger. I start laughing saying how I'm not hosting it next year because with my OCD, I'm running around cleaning up after everybody. (lol) Then I wake up and there's no one there but me and Max. No grilling and no music; just my usual bowl of Special K (smile)